Growing Up Rant

    I've always felt like I was out of place. Growing up I was so into fashion, art, and architecture while other dudes were into sports, video games, etc. It made me feel like an outcast. In 4th grade, my mom bought me a fashion sketchbook with mannequins in it and I filled it front to back with my fashion designs but I threw it away cause I felt like what I was doing was gay since other dudes my age weren't doing it. I was also into drawing women's fashion more I don't know why. I just felt I could put more expression and detail into it. That was literally one of my biggest regrets, I think about it so much because today so many people are into fashion. That book was a goldmine. 

The only pages of the sketchbook I saved. (The dress on the end is inspired by one of the dresses from Stella Mccartney's spring/summer 2012 collection)